i've just made some healthy muffins

So running today was absolutely bad. after 1200m everything hurt and i almost coul not breath because of my palatine tonsils. Sometimes i hate my boday, because i've just run for 6/7 minutes and we had do run 12minutes. so if my body didn't hinder me i could have done it.
But fortunately i get another chance to do it in two weaks, so during the holidays i can train a bit.

But enough from school, this evening I  just had this great desire to bake something. I decided to do muffins...but we didn't have normal fluor, so i just made some with our fluor refiner and i used the whole wheat so it's very hight in fiber and energy.

Whole-wheat Banana-Marzipan Muffins:

* 150-200g (whole-wheat) fluor
* 5 T brown sugar
* 1 tsp Baking Powder
* 1 pinch of salt, cinnamon
* 1 banana (cut into little pieces)
* 1/4 piece of marzipan (also cut into little pieces)
* 10tsp Oil (e.g. thistle oil)
* soy-/ricedrink  (about 250ml/ less or more (i just mix it with the other stuff and stop when it reached the  wanted consistence))

(it's too dark to take a photo now, but i will do it tomorrow! (and there's nothing special about muffins. haha))

Tomorrow evening I'll see my boyfriend again (after 2 weeks). I hate this distance between.... well tomorrow will be a nice day with some friends (well, yes, in lessons) and we'll eat the wonderful muffins. That's gonna be great because finally i've found some great friends in my form so our field excursion in summer will be great, too!!

Well, you might have enough from my boring life now, so have a good night and don't dream so bad things...
Bisous, bisous, Luu

smiling for real and doing pirouttes

(via weheartit.com)

(tomorrow i will smile and it will be real!)

need to run 2,6km tomorrow to get an A (15pts). -.- never gonna run so fast^^ hmpf but i try my best with my hurting muscles... sounds like fun, hm? And after getting my first sportsmark this year i'll have ballett-course again... wupsi i'm loving it so much!!!
Bisous bisou, Luu

standing in the coldness and Baltic Sea #3

the photo-shoot today was great and absolutely fun! but the weather...brrr. it was so cold outside and it wasn't warmer inside... so we wore our wintercoats and warm socks. we also drank hot peppermint tea and sat in front of a heating when only one person was shooted. I'll getting the photos perhaps in a month or two or three or something...

Tomorrow I'll write my first english-classtest this year...i really don't like our teacher, but i think the test won't be so difficult... But we'll write it in the first and second lesson and starting at 7:45 isn't that nice.

I'll also need to go out to jog tomorrow afternoon (at thursday i'll jog as much meters as possible in 12 minutes...) and when i was outside to train for the first time this year, i couldn't even run for a minute without a break or just walk some time to get my normal breathing rhythm back again... so i need to reform my (walking) condition/patience! (on mondays i'm also going to the ballet-course, so it's going to be a very sporty day tomorrow!)

I'm saying goodnight and wishing for sunny and warm weather tomorrow! Bisous bisous, Luu

i will be so happy to wear my selfmade (ultimately!) red blazer tomorrow

Sorry for the absolutely bad quality, but i took them just 10 minutes ago and neither the sunlight nor the light and mirror liked me so much....so two wiggly shots from my new red blazer! I'm so in love with it and I'll wear it tomorrow for our school anniversary .
Today's weather wasn't so nice, but buying 3 new pair of tights, eating yummy thai-food (tofu, rice and vegetables) and finishing my long-time project dispersed my demotivation and boredom.

Anyway, there's something huge planned for sunday, but I'll tell you later (it will be absolutely more interesting afterwards).

'though i still need to finish something for sunday, learning some english vocabulary and singing with our school choir tomorrow....
i'm already excited and squirrelly, bisous bisous, Luu

love to lace, lost the dream last night

(pictures vie weheartit.com)

Time goes by so quickly and i don't know what to do. I'm sitting here around and thinking too much, feeling tired and sad. I need something to dream of, to work for and investing all my spare free time. I need something really good for motivation because otherwise i won't get myself out of this demotivation and boredom. I don't know why, but sewing isn't enough at the moment.... well, maybe enough, but i can't pick myself up every free minute i'm simply doing anything...
But I've that great green lace and i bought some thread, so i want to sew a shirt or blouse (maybe like the one at the last photo).
Trying my best, bisous bisous, Luu